I knw i hvn blogged in a long time,bt my life is seriously screwed up nw.I fail 3 subjects, got dumped,etc. Hai. I like this girl whom i met not long ago,but she is deeply(i think) in love with another guy. I know that i most probably hv no chance to win her heart however i keep holding on, hinking that i may hv a glimmer of hope or chance. I think its just a wishful thinking on my part. Screwed up man. i cant take it le. Sometimes i ask myself why my parents want to bring me into this world. Its nt that they dont take good care of me,just that y i hv so many problems. I seriously dunno why. Im still thinking whether i should confess to her. I feel so emo nw. So screwed up. i just listened to this song and then i cried.I couldnt take it anymore and i just cried. I hvned cried in like since p4.And i just broke down.Hai. Actually i dont need her to like me,if she would just sms me i would be contented enough.Honestly.I know i was fickle-minded in girls bt somehow i feel that she the one. I dunno la. I got 3 words to describe myself nw-Screwed up freak. I LOVE YOU!
these are part of the lyrics.the song is called Anyone Of Us by Gareth Gates
It can happen to..Anyone of us, anyone you think of Anyone can fallAnyone can hurt someone they love Hearts will break’cause I made a stupid mistake It can happen to..Anyone of us, say you will forgive me Anyone can failSay you will believe me I can’t take my heart will break’cause I made a stupid mistake A stupid mistake