I dun think il be happy wif life again. Evrything is just screwing up. I dun understand my feelings. i dun understand myself. Il nv be the same Marcus you people knw evr again. Im gg to lose my smile and evrything. I knw meiyi ur trying hard to advise me bt im sorry , i cnt help it. Sorry to all my good frens.I personally think tt i will die young, maybe even during secondary school. I dun knw depends hw much longer i can hold out.i feel so..dunno hw to say. Just have no zeal for life...I seriously dunno.Bye