went to OCH(old changi hospital) with ruth,kenny,nicky,jodie,isabel at 10plus. bus-ed there. listened to hyper songs to stop feeling scared.walked awhile to outside OCH. very dark and unwelcoming. had weird feelings before entering. went into the building with ruth in the first row. scary. saw many stuff. dont wanna say. scared.very scared.left aft an hour. washed feet.very paranoid. went to isabel house to sleepover. scared. cooked maggi mee. didnt sleep until very late. cold. enough talking. go refer to other blogs. still scared.
very confused now,trying not to think abt triangle.but cant. sorry.
