Today while sending my godpa home with my dad cos he was drunk, i was in the backseat with my niece and godma. My niece was holding her teddy bear and talking to it. she then used the teddy bear and talk to me. I replied to the teddy bear. After that it struck me that i did that kind of stuff too when i was young. I watched her as she played with her teddy bear. Her face was that of a carefree and relaxing life. I asked her if she liked school, she said yes withh a smile and told me stuff abt her school(kindergarden) and why it was fun. I related to myself. School is full of stress, exams, grades,class politics and heap loads of problems.Why can;t secondary school be as fun and carefree like kindergarden? with all these exams and stuff, we bury ourselves in books and keep studying for better grades. I saw my lost childhood in my niece and missed my childhood where everything was peaceful, carefree and worries-free. I envy my niece's childhood now but I know its only a matter of time when she becomes like any other teenager---caught up in grades,stress and all of these problems which we dont face when we are a child. I miss the past.
Happy bday godpa,takecare
lost in life at 11:47 PM.
