Life Rocks okayy ;D

2010-01-31T00:20:00.003+08:00

School is so draining and the effects are obvious enough.pressure starting to build up. Bracing myself for there is worse to come.Last year to work hard and prove myself. I gotta do it. good luck to myself as I will need it. Good luck for your last match, deciding match, relax and play. We will be there to support. Sleep is so precious now... random thoughts. tired. nights.

take it step by step, I hope it works

2010-01-01T22:15:00.002+08:00

Havent blogged in a long time. lazy. school starting. so fast. Another year of stress.Last year in RI. Gonna try to make the most out of it. Ytd was quite fun. Was lazy to send out new year messages so i guess il just blog it.

2009 was a really rough year for me. so many problems such as friendship,results, injuries,relationship stuff. But thanks to all those who really helped me tide through this period.

Thanks 3T for making my sec3 year so memorable.The random guai lan comments in class and screwed up jokes really made me smile amidst all the shit that is happening in my life. And must thank Ruiyi for venting anger with me aft getting back shitty results for the first half of the year.Those actions may be small but it did make a difference.

Thanks weeqin vivian ruiyi brandon yongxin for celebrating my bday with me and that was when i needed you guys most cause of yeah... it made me appreciate you guys even more and you guys were always there for me.thanks for the tight shirts too.

Thanks to the park basketball people for celebrating my bday too. thanks for the awesome tasting cake which i ate and got smeared on my face too. had fun that day also.

and also to SMS and rachel for helping me also. It made me get over things better and smile again.

now all there is left to do is survive 2010,yet another year

actually thank you too for that 2 months and a half of memories cause it definitely made a difference in my life.thanks

2009-11-30T14:54:00.002+08:00

holidays...so far has been quite packed but with fun stuff =) got an electric guitar.but no amp-.- hope my aunt will get the marshall amp soon.highlighted my hair brownish red. I mugged abit this hoidays.did some O level chinese mock paper. my mum wants me to get A1 for chinese next year.zzz. went to ngee ann last week played alot of full court matches. I think the most time that was spent on this holiday is basketball.lol. everyday play for like 3 hours. now ankles start to show signs of collapsing soon.sian.why cant they like heal fully. Going malaysia next week.gotta buy myself some clothes man. raining now..damn bored. Still addicted to wedding dress xD bye

Wedding dress-taeyang

I would argue
Then you would cry
As you’re struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
Because of that, I ended up despising you
Then I wished a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
I try to talk to you but I realized that I’m alone
Every night, I would look back and think
If I already knew the results
Then I close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I’ve been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.

2009-10-25T00:59:00.002+08:00

500 days of summer is a damn awesome movie. caught it with loke and ruiyi today. We are like the 1 percent of the whole theatre that is not as a couple.the rest al couples.lol. anyway it was awesome. the movie made so much sense. no such thing as fate. whatever we do or whoever we meet in life is just coincidence. lol. the actress in the movie damn bitch. never give the guy a REASON FOR A BREAKUP and just went on to marry another guy. AWESOME.hoho. ending was damn boomz =D you all should watch it man! then let yourself realise that your fucking girl or boyfriends are fucking fake bullshit made up of coincidences.hah. peace out yo =D

2009-10-23T22:10:00.002+08:00

today is the end of eoys. had 3 hours of LAN and 4 hours at brandon's house. freakin awesome. i got a week to enjoy before taking back results. heng ah.heh i think i screwed up.lol

2009-10-03T21:16:00.001+08:00

Miwohago Wonmanghago Lyrics (Singer: F.T. Island)

miwohago it-jyo geudaeran sara-meul
apaso nal apeuge haeso
mibko tto miwohajyo

wonmanghago it-jyo saranghan sara-meul
oraedo tashi oraedo moreu-neun chok
toraso-neun saraminikka

saran-geul jiul ttaekkaji saran-geul
boril ttaekkaji miwohago miwohamyo
saragal kkoyeyo
nunmuri mareul ttae-kkaji
na-neun geudael mon nohwayo
wonmanghago wonmanghamyo
pyongsaengeul sanda haedo

kiokhago it-jyo saranghan keudaereul
nae soni tto nae tu nuni sarangiran
ireumeuro kiokhanikka

saran-geul jiul ttaekkaji saran-geul
boril ttaekkaji miwohago miwohamyo
saragal kkoyeyo
nunmuri mareul ttae-kkaji
na-neun geudael mon nohwayo
wonmanghago wonmanghamyo
pyongsaengeul sanda haedo

mamedo om-neun mal
haengbokhara-neun mal mothaeyo
ajikdo geudaen nae saranginikka

chugodo anin gonkayo
chugodo anin gonkayo
tashi bogo tashi pwado

na-neun anin-gayo
miwodo dashi hanbonman
a-neul sudo om-neun gojyo
ta aljiman anh-dwineyo
keudael saranghanikka

hate and resentment...

2009-09-26T20:46:00.003+08:00

As everyone knows today was interclass soccer. I have no complaints about the organisation cos the org comm did well in planning.HOWEVER, wth is wrong with the referees. Is it so hard to find someone who understands the game to ref. Cos of this mistake, my class got eliminated during the group stages. Lost 1 Draw 2. guess what. the match we lost, we had a chance to equalise due to a handball by *******. BUT the freaking ref said he didnt see-.- everyone present was shouting 'handball handball' but wth man.fine. 2nd match. Nick scored.Just because the ref didnt position himself well, he couldnt see the goal because it was into the corner. and people had to take advantage of this situation and insist that it wasnt a goal.cmon. Talk about sportsmanship and integrity. BE ASHAMED OF YOUR GOD-DAMN SELVES MAN. Many uncalled fouls.I freaking got slide tackled into the ankle TWICE,both of which the guy didnt get the ball.NO FOUL.WOW. super pissed off. Whatever. I think my class deserved to progress because firstly. we had integrity and displayed sportsmanship. First match that we lost,the opponent's shot crossed the line. the ref say no goal but we insisted it went past the line.Although it cost us the match, we weren't sad as we know we had the integrity to say it. but what about the other classes man. Next, we played well despite not playing together for a long time. 3T, we know we are the true champs although we didnt win. We played as a team,lost as a team. We did well.

All is fine.

2009-09-23T15:35:00.003+08:00

I'm over your lies,

I'm over you asking me,

when you know I'm not okay.

You call me at night,

and I pick up the phone.

And though you've been telling me,

I know you're not alone.

That's why

I'm over it

For wanting you to be wanting me

No that ain't no way to be

Moving on, it's my time,

~~You never were a friend of mine~~

Hurt at first, a little bit,

but now I'm so over.

Told you I'm not bulletproof, and now you know.

2009-09-12T21:22:00.005+08:00

Bad day today. I screwed up my day. Screwed up in park, got pissed, came home, exploded on my parents. I feel so...like a F***** man. damn.Im so sorry..then they started talking to me, I broke down and cried...Imma pussy huh? Men shed blood not tears,but i guess, im not fit to be a man.Idk. sorry. haiz. I screwed up my life. Let's hope I can make something good out of this life my parents have given to me. I seek redemption.Im guilty. I wish I could die now,

2009-09-06T22:04:00.001+08:00

Thanks guys for all you have done for me. really aappreciate it. thanks scary for your help and you and you. you ppl know who you ppl are.thanks for being there when i needed to talk.I guess time heal all wounds...perhaps...thanks

2009-09-04T01:06:00.002+08:00

100th post -.-

Yesterday I lost my closest friend
Yesterday I wanted time to end
I wonder if my heart will ever mend
I just let you slip away
4am forever

Maybe I'l never see you smile again
Maybe you thought that it was all pretend
All these words i could never say
I just let them slip away
4am forever

Why don't you hear me when i'm calling out to you
Why don't you listen when I try to make it through
Goodbye,goodbye
Goodbye,you'll never know

2009-09-02T22:18:00.001+08:00

Today was last CCT of the year. now must prepare fo eoys. screw it. gonna slack. shld be able to do quite well in today's maths CCT. damn tired today. damn confused.pissed.irritated.frustrated-.-

2009-09-01T00:20:00.001+08:00

Today was awesome.fun.went back to pri sch.slack around.get suanned by super tall people.yeah.played ball with juniors. yongxin is good.lol.went to airport.hyper about.ate like homeless people.fun.came back mug-.- thats about it.

2009-08-29T23:04:00.004+08:00

ok im not that stressed out alrd. ytd was pure fun lah. Went to LAN with 3T ppl. cs was damn bloody fun with the name-changing trend.HAHA. should have taken a pic of all the names.today was umm...okay? damn off-form today.damn irritating. k thats all. clement fetched me home even when my house is like less than 1km? lol.thanks.

Yeah forget about me.forget about the memories we shared.forget the word.cos i dont wanna have any emotional ties with you guys,cos....

2009-08-23T15:20:00.002+08:00

Training ytd was damn tiring and hardcore. but heck it was damn useful. Coach owned. Legs aching now..did fastbreak drills like crappppp. Lucky ruiyi nv go, sure drop dead.lol. got to know more of the team players,good. punggol #9 is good. damn fast. sure improve with him. Kenneth and I did our usual assists,etc. Coach impressed.lol. Damn its raining..i want go ball today. destress. got bio on tuesday 100plus slides to read. Thurs got physics-.- bloody hell. cant wait for next week. got longggg weekend and sept hols. awesome. got cough and muscle aches..damn you ruiyi.lol. Today went Marina Square with parents. damn funny. Sister was trying on a shirt, mum was wondering why she took so long so went to knock on fitting room 2 and kept bugging my sis. i was standing beside her. Guess what, the door opened and a guy walked out. wrong room. sis was in room 1. the guy's expression was funny. couldnt stop laughing. Gonna mug now. rain rain go away come again another day. Damn...i no life alrd....

Do you know what's worth fighting for? Yes I know and I'l fight till I get it.

YOUR BIG-FACED SMILES AND STUPID LIES

2009-08-19T21:13:00.005+08:00

Hate Term 3 so many tests and projs.damn it. cant take it. Im like gonna snap soon. TA today was easy, hope can get full marks. screwed nose now and abit headache, hope i didnt kana from ruiyi. oi ruiyi get well soon, without you i will be damn bored in class.lol. no one to talk about 2PM and Taeyang.lol. damn sian, fingers all pain.....maybe i shouldnt have punched...forget it. Feel so stress, but people say this compared to working life is nothing. Great. Not looking forward to adulthood. ok i think too much. Bye...Zzzz

After this stretch, comes another LONG stretch. It's a never-ending race and I'm out of energy.how?

2009-08-14T22:56:00.002+08:00

Got back Progress Report 2 today. 3.6 overall. I still dont feel anything. Its the best i got so far in my years in RI, but how am I gonna sustain like this. Its just so damn hard. I have to sacrifice many stuffs. I just hope I'm not gonna screw up EOYS and pull down everything again.If that happens, il give up studying. Screwed my elbow cos i was stupid enough to do a windmill when the court was wet. Smart sia you Marcus. Zzzz. I have no life...bye

2009-08-08T21:27:00.001+08:00

Bloody bad day for the start of the weekend. Had tuition which i totally couldnt understand. damn stressed. damn sleepy. Didnt go CC train today cos felt damn weak. Dont wanna talk about the rest. damn..hope tmr will be better. Paiseh ah clement.

2009-08-07T22:56:00.002+08:00

I seriously needa do well for everything. I screwed maths, now im losing my form for ball...screwed up man..stupid injuries,cant you just go away.Zzzzz. gonna start mugging for eoys early, and hope HOPE it will pay off..

I feel so broken up,feel like giving up

2009-08-04T20:33:00.002+08:00

Stupid I dont even know how I sprained my ankle-.- front part swell. Zzzz. hope it recovers faster cos I want go play match this sat=D lol. Finally can take a little breather cos tests are over for this week( next week have again-.-) yeah. life is boring so far, I turned into a mugger. Hope it is a good thing....think of eoy I stress alrd. stupid daryl go remind me-.- ass.thats all for now...

Never knew you were sucha bitch

2009-07-29T21:18:00.000+08:00

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

The only thing that walks beside me is my shadow...

2009-07-24T16:12:00.002+08:00

I just courted my own death. I cant even concentrate when im doing anything. I wish I can just lay back and relax, away from this hectic and problematic world. Stupid maths cct on monday. Practised many many times but still..not confident. Chem OBA, dont care. Bio cct havent started. Other problems building up. this sucks. I thought i could turn to you...but no..im all by myself now. I need a break.fast.

She was my night-time,thought i was her star.Guess i was wrong

2009-07-18T14:16:00.001+08:00

I was so bored at home that I mugged from 10am to 2pm o.o me mugging is shocking enough,but for four hours....my god.HAHA

2009-07-14T21:16:00.002+08:00

It's hard to put up a strong front and be cheerful all the time. It is really tiring. Im tired,really tired. Have i been thinking about life or the world too much? Have i been worrying unduly? I dont know, im scared these things will come true. But instead, it's haunting me even before it appears. What should i do....im really tired and confused.....

2009-07-12T23:10:00.001+08:00

So, i guess, we are fine now? hope you all are too...

2009-07-08T21:11:00.002+08:00

This blog is like becoming a place of my reflection? I don't know. I have been thinking alot these few days. and life, is a seriously complicated path. We meet many people and soon they become 'friends'. 'friends' what does it really mean? I still remember Sarah and Rachel asking me this question at the start of the taiwan trip. I remember i told them someone who will stick with you through thick and thin. and they asked me ' so you expect us to stick with you through thick and thin?' I got stunned.haha. Honestly, we meet many new people in our life. but how are we to judge that they will stick with you throughout? we meet some that are nice to you at first, then slowly it dies down and they stop keeping in contact with you and finds others to befriend or something like that. like a novelty or sth. I know that i have a few friends whom i know that i can trust and that they will be there for me like no matter what.and you all know who you are.thanks, i appreciate it. I can say that I will be there for my friends, I'l never leave them in the lurch,but i dont know if it will be reciprocated...and life without friends is seriously insane, i experienced that once..i swear its painful. So..maybe i guess we shouldn't keep widening our social circle and neglect those that are true to you and those that are considered TRUE FRIENDS. and i hope when i grow up i will still be close to some of my friends i have now. thanks guys.

2009-07-06T18:49:00.003+08:00

How would you feel if you worked your ass off for something and finally got it, but realised it wasn't supposed to be the way you thought it should be? That is how i feel now and that's why i am pissed. I worked hard, but realised everything i have done was for nothing. If that is how you feel, so be it... and im not angry with you.i think

2009-07-04T23:47:00.002+08:00

Today while sending my godpa home with my dad cos he was drunk, i was in the backseat with my niece and godma. My niece was holding her teddy bear and talking to it. she then used the teddy bear and talk to me. I replied to the teddy bear. After that it struck me that i did that kind of stuff too when i was young. I watched her as she played with her teddy bear. Her face was that of a carefree and relaxing life. I asked her if she liked school, she said yes withh a smile and told me stuff abt her school(kindergarden) and why it was fun. I related to myself. School is full of stress, exams, grades,class politics and heap loads of problems.Why can;t secondary school be as fun and carefree like kindergarden? with all these exams and stuff, we bury ourselves in books and keep studying for better grades. I saw my lost childhood in my niece and missed my childhood where everything was peaceful, carefree and worries-free. I envy my niece's childhood now but I know its only a matter of time when she becomes like any other teenager---caught up in grades,stress and all of these problems which we dont face when we are a child. I miss the past.

Happy bday godpa,takecare

2009-07-01T22:36:00.002+08:00

Ahh, school has been okay so far. but im getting quite stressed already.still alittle in the playing mood and all. ahh sian next week got maths test on quad. functions. i forgot how to do liao! since last term eh.bleahhh.trying to do some questions to refresh now. tmr got summary test, should be quite okay? and got PE =D haha. ok this is stupid-.- ahh bye im going to do work(wtf is wrong with me man).haha.so i guess stuffs are settled already? =)

glad to have you back

2009-06-28T01:38:00.002+08:00

in 24hours time its back to school. MOE or MOH is going to regret this decision man. cases ill confirm appear in schools.This holiday has been full of problems and yet some happy moments. but sadly the last week of the holidays has been full of shit. so many people are emoing(me too). one month over in a flash.Pam cheer up okay,just take things slowly and dont rush into things,let time tell. Jod whatever you are emoing about dont let it affect you too much. G, im already trying my best. and for myself,wake up from my idea, hols wont last forever,still have to go back to school and face the heap of class problems again.this sucks D= maybe a week of extension wouldn't harm right? I think i played too much,although i completed homework,im still in the mood of playing. I hope i can adapt back to the normal studying days. I'l miss playing bball at the park everyday cos I may not be able to go down everyday now. I dunno im having a weird feeling, hate it. I still can't believe time passes so quickly...i cant.....

2009-06-27T00:12:00.003+08:00

for the last time,I DID NOT POST THAT-.- all the changes were done by her for FUN. NOTHING ELSE WHAT THE FUCK MAN. -.- anyway RIP MJ your moonwalks,songs,etc will be missed. Shows us how precious life is. so live your life to the fullest and stop wasting time like commenting on the tagboard-.- please dont be emo.Its totally not worth it. thanks people(esp * and *) for helping me alot in this matter. just dont fall out ok? not worth again. sch re-opening...sad...things aren't going to be the same....

2009-06-26T14:00:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone.
:D

I'm damn happy now ahahahaha.
Cos I'm with Pamela now! :D

AHAHAHA HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!
:D

Ay she so nice come my house visit me!
:D
:D
:D

I love her like crazy.
:D

Ahahaha don't jealous kay.
:D

2009-06-22T01:07:00.001+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY=)

happy father's day daddy.thanks for all you have done for me and being there for me all the time =) and always comparing muscles in the mirror and make random comments which are funny xD and seeing if got chio bu around.HAHA. hope you enjoyed this father's day. <3

2009-06-21T00:29:00.003+08:00

went to OCH(old changi hospital) with ruth,kenny,nicky,jodie,isabel at 10plus. bus-ed there. listened to hyper songs to stop feeling scared.walked awhile to outside OCH. very dark and unwelcoming. had weird feelings before entering. went into the building with ruth in the first row. scary. saw many stuff. dont wanna say. scared.very scared.left aft an hour. washed feet.very paranoid. went to isabel house to sleepover. scared. cooked maggi mee. didnt sleep until very late. cold. enough talking. go refer to other blogs. still scared.

very confused now,trying not to think abt triangle.but cant. sorry.

2009-06-13T14:21:00.002+08:00

To Rafflesbball who tagged just now:

eh dude,so what if i pon. i think i alrd know who you are. seriously,do you know the reason why i pon? no you dont. so dont think you have the right to come here and say anything you want if you dont get your facts right. you in team,so? there are many ppl out there better. and i know myself although i didnt go training, i have improved on my own. so just get a life,so train all you want and just piss off. no one needs to know you are pro. so what if you are. get a life. i love the sport, doesnt matter if im kicked out of basketball. i still will play the game and continue to improve. doesnt affect my life. and i dont care. if you care so much about the title of raffles basketball and you dont think i deserve it, il take it down. so what? the passion for the game still lives in me and no one can take it away. NO ONE. so please, do me a favour. go away

2009-06-09T13:42:00.000+08:00

My lips are raw as hell
From biting on them just to stay awake
Its not like Im gonna need them, you wont be around
To see them bleed and break
All that I do, comes back to you
So Ill just think about you
til theres nothing in my head
All I can do, is try not to screw this up again
And just be friends, Id rather be dead

2009-06-05T15:08:00.002+08:00

Guess what,I have been so bored at home that i have started on HOMEWORK-.- ME DOING HOMEWORK EH.OMG. I read one Du Zhe and did one book report and zhou ji. wth man-.-. the weather is damn bloody hot-.- want to go out run in the afternoon also cannot.everyday watch cartoon(BEN 10!=D) then stone around until 5 then go play bball. feel like im wasting life away.but who cares,better than school.lol.at least some rich people get to go holiday D=< stupid ruiyi, go Australia come back then go Denmark.bitch.better buy back some good food for me xD ahh im bored.bye

meet me on Thames Street, I'll take you out though I'm hardly worth your time

2009-05-31T09:29:00.002+08:00

wah sian, everyone is updating their blog except me...lol. ok i shall start from friday

had bio test which was so darn easy haha =D then after school left with brandon and ruiyi to suntec. Since weeqin and vivian would be late we took a LONG i repeat LONG bus ride to city hall. I kept falling asleep on the bus.lol. and gues what when we reached city hall i realised i left my PE in the opposite classroom-.- have to wait for a month before i can go take it. wonder how much it will stink.muahahah. ok then went to marina first where ruiyi let loose his desire and started touching male........mannequins.HURHURHUR. ok lame. then went to pizza hut at suntec then eat eat drink drink high high flex flex camwhore camwhore. damn high. S.O sia. then ruiyi treated us to starbucks =DD yeah man. then got high again. then vivian's mum fetch us home then go play psp. hehe

Saturday: woke up at 9.30 and thought it was damn early cos i was meeting ruiyi at eunos at 11 then go find loke jet(wah big delts) at doby ghaut. so i sat on my bed play psp. before i knew it, i play until 10.45! i was like screw! then chiong go bathe then while walking to kembangan mrt my mum and dad passed by so they gave me a lift to eunos.hehe. then ruiyi that ass late-.- then jet the smart guy took the wrong train. loke was all alone(not really) at doby ghaut xD then went to watch terminator. OMG ruiyi christian bale arm damn nice! his triceps is like BOOM his delts BOOM and his chest POW. nice. ok thats gay. then go LAN, play left 4 dead. then go home damn tired but drank red bull. haha then watch TV.omg that was lame.

now is freakin 9am in the morning and im damn tired and lame. woke up at 8am to go run-.- i was like the only guy running(rest is old people walking).haha, packed-day today man. later cousin coming to see my ah ma and jing cha(reminds me of 6J chalet xD) cos he getting married. then go his house eat lunch then evening go his wedding. tired man.... AND RUIYI I GOT GOOD FOOD AT NIGHT!! JEALOUS? and my cousin is taller than you xD his wife is too. ok am i suanning ruiyi or myself cos all of them are taller than me-.- screw it. im short.bleah.

Too bad brandon =D

2009-05-02T21:50:00.002+08:00

Okay,im finally updating after so long.haha. today was an awesome day for me,completed all my hmw alrd so toda was pure physical day.lol.had CIP from 2pm to 7pm today. Fetched Keith from kembangan at 1pm cos we didnt wanna take mrt to bloody sengkang! SO FAR. At first i thought it gg to be a waste of time lah,go door to door collect newspaper. in the end turned out to be quite fun. the vietnamese students in my group were damn funny lah. So we began collecting from level 16th,but wth,everyone like not at home-.- i only managed toget some at level 14th.then we did the same but at the next block we got hell lot of newspapers,etc. like hell lot. But the girls in the group quite gungho sia,carry alot i ask need help then dont need.lol.strong people. we managed to finish 6 blocks in 4 hours =D damn awesome! Group 15 owns =) then aft finishing all the blocks we ate and drink courtesy of the group ICs.lol they are damn nice.we took a group picture=D hehe. so basically that is what i did the whole day.now my arms are damn tired man..but it was all worth while in helping the needy=)

2009-04-12T21:55:00.002+08:00

This is crap. I am so darn pissed over a RJC cleaner. today we went to RJC to eat, we bought our food sat down and eat and i threw away all the plastic or whatever shit i had with me. Then Khai Chong didnt clear his and me and ruiyi didnt notice so we walked back to class. Then suddenly got a repeated hit on my head,i thought it was khai chong, when i turned around it was this indian ***** cleaner using a paper to hit me and scold and nag me for not clearing the stuff. fine,i control. then me and ruiyi waited while khai chong go clear up. Then this random guy(teacher or extra asshole) came and kaopei me and ruiyi. " this is ridiculous can u guys go clear up ur stuff,where is the basic courtesy,etc) i gave him a buay song face.but still go table clear. While clearing he nag nag nag,repeating the same stuff over again. Then my hands were full holding the rubbish, then he ask for ezlink,i say i clear first, then he fucking want it now. i fucking put down everything and gave him then ask for class whatever. the whole fucking rjc canteen ppl were staring lah. i was damn pissed. seriously. then and there if i weren't wearing uniform, i would have basked him up on the spot. i swear. what the hell is wrong with that cleaner, she dont have the fucking right to hit my head. annd that extra guy, if you're bored, find something meaningful to do instead of finding trouble with people like us who are not fucking doing anything. just go quit, if not when i go rjc in 2 years time, i will make sure you apologise on your knees.

2009-03-29T16:58:00.002+08:00

Whoo earth hour rocked ytd man! me and my cousins off my room lights and started playing songs and high! As in seriously HIGH. They looked out of the window and saw the neighbours having BBQ so they didnt off their lights.and they shouted 'OIIII OFF YOUR LIGHTS! SAVE THE EARTH LAH! DONT SO IRRESPONSIBLE!' The neighbours just all look at us and stoned and my cousins were laughing like shit xD freakin fun. but the adults downstairs off awhile then on cos my baby cousin was afraid.hahah. then aft high energy gone we lay on the mattress and play emo songs and play with the torch lights.hahahahah.uber fun man! then today had guitar lesson,whoo learned how to play thunder,my teacher rocks lah! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=avw0yO7gWgc check him out with his cover man xD and his hair now is at his shoulders,freakin long man! FUN DAY MAN!!!!!!!

2009-03-17T22:10:00.001+08:00

ok im finally updating the blog myself.been damn lazy and busy and injuries-laden xD back ankle knee and now arm-.- the arm was damn stupid,today went to park with ruiyi and brandon,played with this 2 china dudes,one can dunk and jump super high while the other super aggressive and big.the big aggressive guy got the ball and elbowed through my defense and in the process elbowed my biceps,freakin painful now-.- totally got owned by them.damn angsty while playing so cant play properly.urgh.ok i dunno what to talk about le.my life is mundane! =D

p.s. the 'Great' is Ng WeeQin the ego shit =D

WEEQIN ROCKS.

2009-03-17T00:58:00.003+08:00

THE GREAT IS HERE TO REVIVE THE BLOG.

:) hahah so basically marcus is still alive and um.. enjoying life! Yeaaap no more emonemo if not he'll get nagged at. Someone smack him 'cos he's damn blur -_-

Okay byebye the great has to take her leave now.

2009-02-09T17:24:00.002+08:00

Haven't been updating for decades man. Just got back Maths TA results.Quite happy. 7.5 upon 10, i know compared to others pros out there is damn noob but please keep in mind the fact that my Maths GPA for last year is 2.4-.- I love 3T man. we are a bunch of hyper dudes and horny(some) and funny xD They really make lessons lively and lunches even more funny.haha. I think I have woken up from my dream world where there isn't any problems and that all my friends are true and real. In actual fact, no. It is such a complicating issue where one of your friend whom you think you are close to just backstabs you and think that you are not good in this or that. I just don't get it. I am not here to change as and when people think that im not good. I am here for what I am, I AM WHO I AM, I am not going to change and fit everyone's expectation of me. They are bound to clash. So, if you people out there who thinks you still want to be my friend, ok. Those that think I am not perfect and can't be your friend, please, just do one thing, take everything back and dont be a hypocrite.PLEASE

2009-01-17T20:42:00.002+08:00

Im bored so here I am. yeah. I dunno why I have this constant feeling bugging me.Its freaking irritating. I dunno why but yeah. Just make me no mood or anything. My new class is fun high hyper horny. the few of us at the back just keeps getting high. good thing or bad thing i dunno. I hate this feeling to the core man. dunno what to say liao.bye.

2009-01-02T20:35:00.006+08:00

TODAY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL DAMN FUN! i met ruiyi and brandon at atrium then climb up 6 storeys to classroom! then down again to go for assembly! then back up! walao! I CANT GO FOR OBS LA. cos i broke my wrist before-.- wth man. ben cs ez also cant go. so stay in school for activities.sian man. OH and my FT is a very nice guy =) and guess wad-.- I AM THE FREAKIN CLASS CHAIR! I TELL YOU SURE DIE, MY HAIR ALWAYS FAIL MY HMW SUCKS AND IM LAZY! OMG! [and plus I AM A KUKU. heheh(: & i mean "i" as in MARCUS the kuku] ok we had a treasure hunt aft tt but it was a total flop. so aft sch went rgs to find ppl wif hoseph ryan and ben. then we were damn intimidated cos of the stares O.o its scary. then jiayun vera yin xin hui qun zann were at the fence and they were like why you all not in uniform( i was in uni-.-) they crazy want see us in uni. so waited for Linwen and meiyi to collect my psp then go lunch but linwen was waiting for cui er so meiyi and i left first.[ & mind you, we waited for AGES. i repeat AGES. but it's okayy, lin wen ;D ] we were deciding where to go to eat la-.- go i chose taka and she will choose wad to eat there. IN THE END SHE DIDNT-.- and she wanted me to close my eyes and pick.in the end come out some jewellry shop and dunno wad[& some golf shop. seriously, marcus, you want to eat golf ball noodles uhhs?] xD so we wanted to check out the price of sushi tei then linwen called to say they were reaching. then we walked back to the fountain-.-[& mind you, we were walking around aimlessly & in the end we tossed a coin to decide where to eat] then aft tt they gladly PANGSEH us so we went to central to eat xD
hahah. & it was super retarded going out with marcus. lols!!! hehehe. you sicko, pervert, yellow minded person xD plus kuku ;D HAH! cut your hair for NOTHING (; hehehe. & HOMG. the lady was REALLY REALLY sloooooooow. hah!!! lols. oh & a piece of advice for you. next time before you go out, CHOOSE WHERE YOU WANT TO EAT FIRST(; haha.oh oh oh and you eat REALLY REALLY sloooooooowlyyyyyyy too. hahaha!!!(; and your expression when you drank my horrible milk tea was superly amusingxD hehehe/ buh-byeeeeeeeeee;D oh & i forgot to say that i did something very dumb -.- i told marcus:" you have to choose where to eat because your name starts with a "M"." and then he looked at me FUNNY. that's when i realised my name starts with a "M" too-.-

red= MEI YI

2008-12-28T23:27:00.002+08:00

BOO(: heheh. this is mei yi here ;D decided to help marcus chng that poopie update his blog. it's so freaking dead luhh XD

hurhur. hmmm. what should i say lehh?!?!

anyways, i want to thank marcus for being such a nice and crazy friend(; or best best, or whatever xD HAHAS. hmmmm. suddenly don't know what to say. lols. oh yeahhs & always talking crap with me. hahas. and like out of all my contacts, my message history with you is like the LONGEST. lols. & it's so funny how i really hated you the first time i met you & now we're like really close, i guess. & you seriously suck at trying not to say HAHA or LOL(; i rock ;D hahas. but you don't need to buy me a present(; see, i'm so nice xD & if you dare to not update your blog more often, i will KILL YOU(; hahaha. joking (; it's been really fun having you as a friend, or best best, whichever. HAHA. have fun at OBS man(; lollers, or lollipop(: & you know i'm very INFLUENTIAL(; HURHUR. lols. bye bye (:

2008-11-08T21:53:00.002+08:00

Okay I will be M.I.A from 2moro until 9/12/2008. Going taiwan for immersion programme or sth liddat la. so cya arnd. if got laptop to use il use lo. anyway here is the post

Brandon HAPPY FOUR(teen) birthday =) im not suaning.haha. dont worry i wont be like the others. I WONT wish you to GROW TALLER like the others. i WONT. ok wadevr just hurry grow taller.

Mei Yi / Mai Yi* Dont miss me too much hor, i know no one to hyper but just tahan, late december hyper until dun need go school xD jkjk.haha. takecare and have fun in Korea and FOR GOODNESS SAKE, dont get injured-.-

Vanessa/ COW You also dont miss me too much hor. no one play bball wif you but haha, miss me cos im like jay(not jay chou)-in-the-making rite? xD i know i pro xD thanks.haha. takecare of yr finger k and go park when im back ah!

Ok thats all peeps. bye.

2008-11-02T22:49:00.004+08:00

To *******

Eh seriously, whats your prob? U treat me like what? shit isit? when u emo u come talk to me i didnt mind and now u got over him, i talk to you, u push me aside? wtf? fun isit? nvm la ok, next time u get hurt or emo again, dun fucking come talk to me cos fucking from now on, i dun give a fucking damn. you told me to cherish this friendship, but are you? honestly. wadever ok, im just so sick and tired of this that keeps happening. just freaking lead your own life and i lead mine. BYE

2008-10-26T16:58:00.003+08:00

Im dam bored so im here blogging. Just came back frm Taka. went to buy clothes for taiwan trip cos i had very little long sleeve shirts-.- The shirts there quite cool. Especially the designs from Guess and Fox. Bought a few from there xD spam vouchers.haha. Then lunch went to eat pepper lunch cos vanessa was working there xD SHE LOOKS FREAKIN FUNNY IN HER PEPPER LUNCH UNIFORM!!! xD i laughed my balls off and she got dam malu xD too bad=P then she had to go to PS with manager-.- cant serve me. Lam par.haha. nvm next week i go again make sure she serve me well xD muahahaha. should have took pic of her in the uniform, freakin hilarious.haha. im all alone at home cos my parents go pat toh and sister went ice-skating-.- nvm, i can wreck the whole house=) ok time for operation Wreck House. BYE

2008-10-22T22:13:00.005+08:00

This sucks. so much time, make me think abt stuff and emo. Bloody hell. This whole hols was just basketball and laning.so bored. and suddenly all songs i listen to becomes freakin emo-.- lam par sia. dam sian. Tuesday getting back results. confirm die liao. GG. DIE. GO HELL. toking abt hypering and die. not hyper at all. dam tired. Whole day just emo. dam sian.Basketball in the rain rocks. the rain just drench you ,making your hair wet and so..so...i dunno how to describe. it is just nice. im gg to do it often. nth to tok. bye

I LOVE YOU, STILL, ALWAYS

2008-10-20T20:33:00.003+08:00

WHOOO EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!! BUT I DONT CARE!!!!!!!!-.- today blogging in light purple cos my font color advisor say its nice xD went to watch eagle eye at cathay wif tzy, ruiyi, ken(yes the suanner from 2I), ben, ryan, reynard. Its very nice, the effects. quite cool. Bought popcorn(salted with sweet) and it became freakin freakin freakin salty. eat until lips crack. aft the movie everyone du lan xD new word to spam.haha. aft pee-ing saw some movie trailer. The Coffin. freakifying man. ok moving on, went to lan. met up wif ez and lionel. me and ruiyi went to visit a few guitar stores. all nice and cheap. AND I SAW METAL DRUMSTICKS! OMG SO FREAKIN COOL LA=) i want go learn sia... ok then we went lan, because im SO NICE i played counter-strike wif ruiyi and the rest played DOTA. we played in some freakin pro server, u step out 'BAMMM' kana sniped-.- bloody hell. in the end killed 16 die 20-.- dam shit. tzy and ben then came play CS with us and they totally got OWNED by me and ruiyi xD AHAHHAHAHAH!!! OH YEAH!! HYPERRR!! at abt 4 plus left wif ruiyi cos i wanted to go play soccer. so we walked ONE BIG ROUND TO REACH PS-.- aft tt du lan again. must go find toilet. then the toilet like some small shit la. the person peeing behind you you can feel the ass-.- ok ignore it. mrt was freakishly packed. my face was smashed to the pillar-.- crazy kan chiong spiders. and 2moro going ruiyi house, free lesson on guitar then go play bball.haha.ok enuff of crapping. now dam piss(PMS?!?!?!?!?!). A FREAKIN BLOG IS FOR YOU TO EXPRESS YOUR VIEWS AND ITS YOUR FCKING PRIVACY!!!!! PEH HOR SUCKERS! DUN READ THE BLOG LA! ok thats all. GONE TO HYPER AND DIE~~~~

2008-10-10T20:52:00.010+08:00

I shall post in HOT PINK cos MEIYI(yes her again) told me to.lol. She and Zhiyuan having epic battle xD but seems like zhiyuan have no supporters =p haha Anway,Today was the start of the EOYS-.- Practically everyone finish except our school. SIAN. KANA SUAN. Today had english and chinese paper. English was okay AND CHINESE WAS SO DARN FREAKIN EASY. EASY UNTIL BRANDON FOUND IT EASY! Now you can imagine how easy isit. So after the papers came home and used com until 6pm-.- Didnt even mug a single thing. Felt as if EOYS are over-.- dumb thing. 2moro still have science tuition and maths tuition. SIAN. No mood to mug. Stil left Geog, History, Maths, Science.. Only quite scared of Maths, hope history can maintain 4.0... Thats all i think, im brain dead man xD shall go tok to some crazy person to relax xD

Hey you two fucking assholes. 2 on 1 very fun isit? got guts come again la. Come play with us again. These kind of act pai guai lan people. Go back home and cry to your mum la!

2008-10-04T21:52:00.005+08:00

Heyo peeps xD i managed to not go online for 4 days xD AND SOMEONE MISSED ME xD haha.AHEM. im blogging again bcos of the GREAT MEI YI told me to xD and today it will be in purple. ANOTHER SUPER NICE COLOR=) Today during ASPEN was darn funny la. Evryone hyper.

Mr Chua : Okay all food contains.....?

Me : MELAMINE xD

Evryone : HAHAHAHAHAH

Mr Chua : -.-

OMG xD hilarious. Had two tuitions just now Maths and Science. Aft tt came home mugged again then went to play soccer <3 MEI YI says it darn nice xD Except for AHEM.haha. But i dunno how to go there xD sad...haha. ARGH, i want eoys to end! cos ppl is so gna suan us=( AND i think im getting more disciplined cos i mugged more and had more self-control=) im dam happy.haha. AND HYPER COS MEI YI SAID SOMETHING NICE=) haha.. THATS ALL DUDES xD

PS: NOISY NEIGHBOURS SUCKS BIG TIME!!!!!

2008-09-28T21:50:00.003+08:00

I'm going to post in PINK cos its the nicest color and MEIYI(CREDITS=)) asked me too cos my previous colors were weird. haha. AND REAL MAN USE PINK MAN!!!!! WHOOO!!!!! HYPERRR!!!!!!( Pre-Eoy-Symptoms) But aft watching F1, i feel sad man...Massa was first at first then due to the screwed electronics, he bcame one of the last-.- AND KIMI CRASHED!!! OMG. FERRARI is GONE. okay wadevr... BACK TO PINK. ITS HOT!!!!! Im starting to like it alot xD but i wont be posting so much unless got sth nice to blog on xD LIKE IM MUGGING!!! i cant believe i turned into an ulti-mugger. aft eoys im so gonna dump my books in a corner and hyper until jump off a building xD jkjk. ALONSO WON=))) okay, tats all abt the WONDEFUL POST IN PINK=) IT ROCKS AND IL DO IT OFTEN xD CREDITS TO MEIYI AGAIN xD I BOLD your name hor xD byee...

2008-09-25T21:57:00.004+08:00

I figured out that i will like you for a very long time...Compared to emo-ing all day, Il take it in my stride..I know you have a crush alrd, i wish you all the best in getting him, he is a real lucky guy. Good luck for your eoys too. 16 days for you to end but 16 days for me to START. Then Il be off to taiwan for a month. Hope it will be fun. I will miss you though. Your hyper-ness, your new words, your lame yet funny jokes...yeah...stay happy... hope we can still tok to each other...maybe one day when u can accept me tell me? lol. good luck in evrything. You, together with Tongue Tied will take a special place in my heart...FOREVER...

2008-09-24T22:12:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YOU

2008-09-22T22:58:00.003+08:00

I am happy when you are happy. Seems like you are now. So I guess i should be happy now. Unconditional love sucks, but if you are happy with your life now, I guess Il just leave it then....I hope you will be happy from now on...Who am I to love you if i can't even take care of myself and emo the whole day? Just promise me you will be happy and Il be contented... I LOVE YOU<3

2008-09-22T22:24:00.001+08:00

I Will Never Find Another Lover Sweeter Than You Sweeter Than You
And I Will Never Find Another Lover
More Precious Than You More Precious Than You
Girl You Are..
Close To Me You're Like My Mother,
Close To Me You're Like My Father,
Close To Me You're Like My Sister,
Close To Me You're Like My Brother
And You Are The Only One My Everything
And For You This Song I Sing....
All My Life I Prayed For Someone
Like You And I Thank God That
I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

Yes, i hope that you feel the same way too.....

2008-09-18T15:06:00.003+08:00

You people say emo is stupid, a waste of time, worthless. Thats just cause you people dont understand how much we are hurting on the inside. You people never understand how much we are suffering, how much we need you, love you, miss you. Never..cause you are not us, you all will never know how we pass each day just thinking abt you, never know what we are willing to do for you. And most importantly, you people wil never know how much we truly care and love you...never...

2008-09-18T15:06:00.001+08:00

Cause' your're always on my mind and im running out of time Is it all you thought it'd be? You mean everything to me

2008-09-10T22:10:00.002+08:00

Suddenly emo again man, i dunno why sia...i want it to stop, i want to stop thinking,STOP!!!!!! Im not going to cut, i wont, i will not, i just want to stop being emo!!!!!!! Eoys are coming, this has gotta stop, real bad. If this continues i swear my results will plunge like shit. stop it, please....

2008-09-09T22:44:00.002+08:00

Everytime I think I'm closer to the heart
Of what it means to know just who I am
I think I've finally found a better place to start
But no one ever seems to understand
I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be you're not that far?
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me I need to find you
I gotta find you
Oh yeah You're the remedy
I'm searchin' hard to find
To fix the puzzle that I see inside
Painting all my dreams the color of your smile
When I find you it will be alright I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be you're not that far?
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me I need to find you
I gotta find you
Been feeling lost
Cant find the words to say
Spendin' all my time stuck in yesterday
Where you are is where I wanna be
Oh next to you, and you next to me Ohh...
I need to find you
Yeah You're the voice I hear inside my head

I already found you. Just that my love is unreciprocated. I really love you. I feel empty all the time, your're the missing piece i really need. If you think its just words to win you over,its not. Its coming from the bottom of my heart...al i want you to know is.. I Love You,unconditionally....

2008-09-07T13:49:00.003+08:00

Whoo,Im finally 14=) can suan brandon le.haha. Thanks justin for the countdown and thanks to all those wishes and zhiyuan weeqin ruiyi charis meiyi Yu Zhen for their bday message.LOL. And thanks Mei and justin for the blog post=) And guess wad? I just had 2 injections for my bday-.- The doctor was stunned too xD he was like huh bday still injection? i said yeah then he said oh happy bday anyway. Here's your present then insert the needle xD First jab insert pain.its flu jab for taiwan trip. Then 2nd jab for hepatitis(wadevr) jab. walan eh insert and process and take out pain. Best part,both jab on same arm-.- now its super sore and numb.haha. yeah anyway i dunno wad to do now xD ytd was hyper wif my cousins. chocolate cake,ice cream ( hoy crap im gg to work out double) then spam DJ max xD omg sia. couldnt sleep again.haha slept at 3 liddat. then woke up my parents ordered Macs brkfast xD thanks peeps. lol. dunno wad to blog le xD thanks to all again.haha.bye..

2008-09-05T23:59:00.005+08:00

WHOOO~~~~~ HYPERNESS OVERLOAD. TODAY WAS FUN UNTIL LIKE SOME SHITXXX. Okay,elaboration. First my mum dont really know the way so zhiyuan came with us to direct the way.So when we reached there Boon ruiyi and yujia werra lrd there. then yujia went away for dunno wad then me and zhiyuan went swimming=) then we persuaded ruiyi to come in.BUT brandon didnt want so i went to hug him xD then aft tt payed abit of 'water polo' and we kept sinking at the depth of 2m xD then we will shout help im drowning.Okay. then aft tt change went to play tennis awhile with brandon and it was screwed xD okay then play bball with this grp os Chung Cheng boys.Played halfway ruiyi got injured so stop. then i for got wad happen. Then went to take food get lighter then i walking to playgorund weeqin so randon here is wad she said : ' Eh Marcus can you go wash your hands, you know ur hands are dirty and will contaminate the food' then i was like huh? then justin came tok to me abt PRIVATE stuff then suddenly happy bday to you. I was like uhh?? Perma stun xD then aft Ruiyi help me finish cake=) thanks then eat TRIED SARTING FIRE FOR DAM BLOODY LONG. then eat play badminton with brandon and justin. dam fcking fun la. Hyper badminton xD Thanks ZHIYUAN,BRANDON,CHINYEE,ZHONGHUI,WEEQIN,RUIYI,VIVIAN,YUZHEN,
CRYSTAL,EVELYN,AMANDA,YUJIA,JUSTIN!:D for making to day so fun.haha. thanks guys u made me cheer up=) My friends are the only reason to why i decide to go on with life. Thanks. I like the shoe too=) will update 2moro.thanks

2008-09-04T20:25:00.002+08:00

Just a random post about stuff i want to do before i die

1) Play a last game of soccer with my neighbourhood friends.
2) Hang out with LJ one more time.
3)Hang out with some of 2I friends.
4)Listen to Tongue Tied just before i die.
5)Hang out with my cousins.
6)Go to Faber Drive's concert.
7)See the sunrise with the girl i love.
8)See the sunset with her too.
9)Go back tao nan and sit at my table.
10) Watch Titanic and Pearl harbour.
11)Hug my parents and tell them thanks.
12)Hug all my friends.
13)See a snow scenery.
14)Eat Nachos with lotsa cheese the last time.
15)Visit Greece and New Zealand.
16)Visit tao nan teachers.
17)Play tennis the last time.
18)Learn to play Tongue Tied on the guitar and then play it for HER.
19)Eat durian.
20)Celebrate Valentine's with HER.
21)Get a job in the sprts industry.
22) Have enuff money to let HER pig if she accepts me.
23) Hopefully she will accept me.

Thats all so far. Will update further nxt time.

2008-09-04T15:04:00.002+08:00

sian. stil coughing badly. sometimes cough then got blood also.hai. miserable life. no mood to do anything. life sucks bt thanks to all those who try to console me. love you guys. tired...feel like giving up..maybe i should..maybe i shouldnt...is there hope? small glimmer or hope??? maybe not...maybe i shld just leave you alone and hope that you will be happy...Il wait until ur problem is finally solved then i will stop toking to you and leave you alone...promise...il just cut off from the rest of the world. il stop myself from having feelings stop myself from having expressions..maybe just live for the sake of living and hope someday the grim reaper will just come and take me away since my life has no meaning....yup..i hope so...humans and the world are just too complicated...im really really really tired...goodbye..i want to go into eternal sleep..and never to wake up again...tats my birthday wish....

broken heart in its trillionth piece

2008-09-03T13:26:00.002+08:00

Sian, yesterday got dam high fever. then go school whole day headache then my body was so freakin hot that jethro stand beside me can feel the heat. I think its lack of sleep la.Past few days slept at 3am liddat. Puked like a million times. Had to stone at the toilet cos the puke comes and goes. Damn miserable. And Ruiliang dont emo la. Love sucks, i knw. Im feeing wad you're feeling now. hai. Perhaps we will just be the lonely and emo boys lingering in this weird and complicated world. Yesterday slept early 2day woke up no fever but still have cough. Quite relaxed now cos finished most of the hmw le. I really miss her man. But i realised that im just a bothersome guy in her life. So from now on, il stop bothering her anymore..I stil love you though..alot... Life really sucks. Anyway thanks tje ying for the bday card. Really liked it..thanks..Nth to talk about le. Really sad...bye.

Inside I start to fall apart
And I'll pretend I'm holding on
So I guess I'll bleed in silence.
I guess I'll bleed in silence.

I promise i will leave you alone

2008-09-01T20:09:00.002+08:00

Fucking hell sia. 2day sucks. woke up feeling weird then had a fucking headache. Didnt go away until late in the afternoon. Then went to play soccer. Couldnt concentrate,very tired,emo. so just stoned there. then wasnt looking kana hit by the ball. then headache came back again. Chee*** man. Damn sian of everyting.2moro still have to go back school for class drama.hai. il go there just stone. i dont have a major role anyway. Freaking tired of the world. Why is there humans? Why is there the world? Why am i alive when my life sucks? Fuck it. no mood.bye

Perhaps il just leave you alone from now on....

2008-09-01T00:14:00.003+08:00

Confessed yet again, and rejection is evident again.I knew this would happen. but i stil did it.fucking hell.i have no one else to blame but myself. Actually, i knw ure indirectly trying to tell me it wont work out. its okay. i get it. The results will always end up the same as always...I guess il still be the lonely boy in this world all over again...goodbye. Good luck to you and him.

2008-08-31T21:05:00.002+08:00

I really love you...And you dont even know you are the one i love,the one im willing to suffer for. I feel so lonely....hai...life seriously sucks....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UEYmhuyjqyA

this video makes me think about us,and the song totally applies to me. For those who watch FF will understand.In any case, just enjoy it. bye.

2008-08-31T00:22:00.003+08:00

Wah peh hor la, i feel fucking emo now. Mei and ruiyi going overseas 2moro-.- rich ppl. now no more ppl to spam peh hor wif me liao except brandon. hai. FUCKIN EMO! (This post will be fucking emo and sappy) Everytime i get into a relationship, it always does not last(Mutual agreement)...the reason boils down to you. i just cnt get over you. I dont fucking know why. Those other gals, have one thing in common. They are just not you. I know that the day you will accept me will be the day that i fucking die. NO wrong, You will never accept me. Im willing to do anything for you, cos all i want you to be is happy and nth bad will happen to you. I dont even think u visit my blog la anyway. Probably im just an insignificant part in your life. argh. Fuck life man. Im done with this fucking post. The only thing i can do now is listen to Tongue Tied. Best song i can safely say. I know I'm not the only one for you,but you're the only one for me

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?
I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by
I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time
I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away

2008-08-29T21:41:00.003+08:00

Whoo, posting again. 2day sch end freakin early. 9plus man. then performance quite funny cos got biquan.haha natural comedian. then aft tt took bus to tao nan. Stone in 6J for quite long. Miss Lam never change.haha. same quotes same lines same everything xD then we went to watch the performance. they barricade the area so we cnt go pass then they remove.haha. Then in the hall sitting with my mei. then she dam boliao. Dun want tok then sms me xD side by side still sms xD then aft tt go canteen stone around. Then go parkway. Spent a freakin long time trying to decide where to go. At every junction we would stop then stone, then decide where to go. Finally,we decided to go swensens. But stuff too ex so me and ruiyi went BK. Then saw my mei again-.- like stalking liddat.lol. then aft tt went back to find them. They hvn finish so i sleep then ruiyi play my psp. He Dj Max freakin pro la. i cnt even get past 1st stage-.- then aft tt stone again to decide where to go.( details not included due to extra large content) then decided to stay at parkway. UNfortunately, i regretted teaching ruiyi and brandon a new word-.- i teach then they started spamming like some shit liddat-.- then tzy got irritated and whack them xD -fast forwards- Then at the roadside there sth dam funny happened xD got a spider got onto WeeQin's hand. then she was like 'OMG THERES A SPIDER ON MY HAND! AHHH!!!! -SHAKES HAND VIGOUROUSLY- DAM FREAKIN FUNNY! OMG! I SHOULD HAVE VIDEOED IT MAN. haha. okay la tts all i wanna say xD BYE. Whoo! NEXT SUNDAY IS <3

P.s. MEI u seriously changed ALOT xD

2008-08-24T13:02:00.002+08:00

Hey people, im blogging again. Didnt post for quite long cos of CCTs. YES I DO MUG=) Fri went for TKAM play. but before tt went to RGS for taiwan trip briefing. Walao i thot go there quite fun, then it bcme like MMM ( Mega Mugging Madness) xD but hu cares? got fun ppl going=) Tzy,shiwei,ryan,jordan.haha. Im rooming wif shiwei,jordan and another dude.( HENG AH! NOT SAME ROOM AS BENEDICT) oopps. Homework ah, we go lounge and CHIONG HOR=) yesyesyes, we are good boys=) okaay then aft tt we went to J8 to eat dinner wif Roy then go back RI. It was freakin raining and Roy didnt wanna walk so he took a cab. AND he paid for us=) thanks Roy(and your money) haha. The play was okay la, but i was sleeping abit. dam tired. supposed to end at 10 but end at 11pm. then i thot can go home then my dad ask me pei him go see Iphone-.- walao i went home at like 12 and bathe.. then play CRISIS CORE! dam fun=) then slept at 2 plus, then wake up go tuition wif ruiyi,brandon, tzy then blah blah blah. okay i gg do MOV quiz=) bye...

im happy even though we are over

2008-08-05T22:20:00.001+08:00

finally im updating again. been lazy. tests cming nxt week. mugging. maths quite okay...not really in the mood 2day...tired,sad,confused,etc GO AWAY.BYE

2008-07-16T22:04:00.002+08:00

yo peeps. interclass soccer is OVER. we won 2 lost one-.- didnt get into semis cos of goal difference. ARGH. LOST OUR FIRST MATCH TO GEPERS!!! THEY PLAY FREAKIN ROUGH LA! PUSH HERE SLIDE THERE! I KEPT SCOLDING VULGARITIES! err..hope mr yap doesnt sees this xD then 2nd match we losing 1-0 at first xD then thanks to the PRO(HU ELSE) xD we equalised=) then last min opponent keeper touch the ball then my fren chiong and score! WHOOO! 2-0. Then we thought we would lose last match cos they pro-er than us. Then we played freakin well. our defense was impenetrable xD i dam suay la. always dribble until the last defender than cnt score-.- either save or close miss-.- FREAKING HELL!!! managed to repeat thi thingy until last 2 min. i got the ball then leg cramp-.- FREAKIN PAINFUL LA. CN SEE THE WHOLE CALF TIGHTEN LIKE SOME CRAP-.- then aft no pain. i stand up, FREAK. my leg kep shaking. cnt stabalise. but i stil played xD although was quite pain ad tight. then we were 0-0 until last 30 sec. Chengsin( defender+kick dam pro) shot from the other end then flew the opponent keeper catch then sliiped from his hand-.- GOAL!!! WE SCREAMED LIKE GALS AND HUG HERE HUG THERE xD WE WON!!! then aft celebrating for 15mins. GEPER class won another GEPER 4-1 _l_-.-_l_ so we didnt get in semis. HU CARES? WE PLAYED FREAKIN WELL!! THOSE WHO PLAYED YOU ROCK!! THIS IS THE LAST YEAR WE ARE PLAYING AS A CLASS=( BUT WE DID WELL. ROCK ON!! 2I ROCKS MAN! OUR JERSEY OSO DAM NICE. THANKS ZHANGJIE!!!=) k la. enuff of our proness xD bye..

2008-07-14T21:07:00.003+08:00

OK,IM BLOGGING B4 INTERCLASS SOCCER IS OVER XD haha. 2moro going play bball wif weeqin and brandon and TOH and ruiyi. 2day was a dam fun day xD ent out wif the special someone.haha. Went to watch Red Cliff. -.- at first not bad. Then at the climax it stopped and said : "To Be Continued" -.- I was like _l_-.-_l_ But the show was alrd like 2hr and 30mins. haha. Aft tt went to ajisen ramen xD haha. ate sth descriptively called ajisen ramen-.- hahahah! So funny-.- Then aft eating we went T2 viewing gallery to MUG. YES. I MUG OK. BUT NOT AS MUCH AS KEN.( KEN DON KNW I HAVE A BLOG xD) then i brought maths curve graph assignment. then i dunno hw to do the last qns. Then the special person teach me xD The person dam pro la! lesss than 1 min(including explanation) do finish liao-.- i got owned badly.haha. then she was thirsty so went to buy coffee bean xD then airport so cold we stil drink cold drink. then shiver like some cock xD we left at 6 then go home xD

To the special person: Hey, you know who you are xD thanks for making 2day so fun. We did more than what i wrote cos if i wrote down it will go forever xD Thanks anyway=) I love you.haha <3>

I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
i'ts time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

This is true darling. I love you.

2008-07-12T14:54:00.002+08:00

YO PPL,Im finally blogging aft sooo long xD haha. i dam lazy mah. LOL. WHOO! We got one week hols cos of APCG whoo, cn slack and sleep.haha i don care abt ELEARNING! Il jus copy frm ppl. AHEM! U saw nth=) yeah,programs planned out consecutively for the nxt 4 days xD. 2moro is the GUMMY FAGGOT GUITAR PERFORMANCE. Mon going out wif someone special=) Tues playing bball wif ruiyi and weeqin and brandon(maybe). S.O CLUB FTWW!!! lol. eh weeqin u wan me teach u bball play fees hor=) then wednesday is the much much much awaited INTERCLASS SOCCER!! and we will finally get our class jerseys=) LETS GO 2I THIS YEAR WE WILL BE THE CHAMPS MAN!! WHOO!!!! ok enuff gaying=) but we will win lo,cos got the sexperts xD haha. last year could have done better but referees all noob xD jkjk. we're gonna own the balls off the other classes man. cos we are 2IMBA!=) ok la,sian liao. will blog aft interclass soccer wif good results=) if not i wont blog xD byeee.

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

2008-06-13T13:16:00.004+08:00

Ok,im bored. but i dun wan do tzy quiz=) i do this one xD

Name the 20 ppl u can think of right now(blahblahblah)

1.Ruiyi

2.WeeQin

3.Darling Sheep xD

4.Zhiyuan

5.Vivian

6.Brandon

7.Charis

8.Ryan

9.Wenyuan

10.Huazhen

11.Yuzhen

12.Enzhao

13.Evelyn

14.Ruiliang

15.Xuan Ru

16.Elton

17.Jethro

18.Shiwei

19.Yuxuan

20.Weihan

How did you meet 14(Ruiliang)?
sec 1 orientation and diff special courses xD

What will you do if you didnt meet 1(Rui Yi)?
I will not find an emo partner or someone to share good food wif me xD

What if 9(Wenyuan) and 20(Weihan) dated?
Holy SHIT! I WOULD FRIGGIN LAUGH MY BALLS OFF! p.s. weihan is mine=)

Will 6(Brandon) and 17(Jethro) date?
err,another episode of brokeback mountain lo xD

Describe 3(Darling sheep xD).
hmm,hot. Fun to tok too. i love 'it' as the name suggest xD can give us warmth xD her thoughts are like mine xD

Is 8 (Ryan) attractive?
Err..ask his gay friend=)

Describe 7(Charis).
Someone hu is freakin pro in guitar and is in SOTA xD

Know any of 12(Enzhao) family?
Nope.

What will you do if 18(Shiwei) broke up?
Find him a new gal xD

What language does 15(Xuan Ru) speak?
english, chinese,cantonese,japanese,sick langauge=)

Who is 9(Wenyuan) going out with?
i have clearly no comments=)

How old is 16(Elton)?
14.

When was the last time you spoke to 13(Evelyn)?
Cnt rmb xD

Who is 2(weeqin) favourite singer/band?
Jay Chou lo. so obvious-.-

Will you ever like 4(Zhiyuan)?
Hmm,if im gay lo. he is attached to Benedict anyway=)

Is 19(Yuxuan) single?
Hmm. i dunno xD

What's 10(Huazhen) last name?
GOH.

Will you ever be in a relationship with 11(Yuzhen)?
U wan ask me for stead isit?

What's the school of 3(Darling Sheep xD)?
A farm. u stupid or what? cnt see name ah.

Where does 6(Brandon) live?
Last time opposite me. now in katong there.

Favourite thing about 5(Vivian)?
Saying the CB word xD

See i so nice. dun sabo anyone=)

2008-06-10T15:35:00.002+08:00

Yo, im dam lazy to blog these days xD oso nth to blog lo. Hols dam boring and i hvn done any homework! =) YEAH! Slackers rocks la, cmon xD Aspen on sat wasnt tt fun cos the BEAR is MIA-.- Go australia BIG LA,SUAN! Class outing lei, quite fun la. esp when we kept spamming nonsensical words and playing beach soccer xD got 2 bikini babes near us. then elton kept wanting to go near them, Bcos im sooo nice, i kicked the ball at them so elton can go and take=) BUT i accidently kicked the ball at the small girl once xD ( Darling sheep, i didnt stare at them! Really xD) haha. Sheep 2moro cming back frm camp le=) YAY! can spend long hours toking and make her fone bill explode=) Im dam nice rite? Thank you thank you. Eh BEAR! Hurry come back ah! dun the kangaroos or stare at australian babes ah xD jkjk. Oh yeah, cnt wait to go cousin's house and stay up the whole night watching euros xD sian la, i nv subscribe-.- forgot about the offer-.- now so ex. PFFT! and THURS! Going play tennis at SAFRA! oh yeah. im gg to try and own my cousin's ass xD watchout man! ok, guess wad? the slacker is gg to start on his homework le=) BYE!

im sorry ok,i didnt mean to do it but i had no choice.Sorry

2008-05-23T23:33:00.002+08:00

I jus realised my number of post is pathetic-.- 28 nia xD. anyway 2dae alot of thing happened in school 2dae lo. Made me reflect and think(not allowed to tok abt it here so ask me personally xD). whoo! Finally took out my stitches xD YEAH! Now my wrist is dam pro liao. But nw hols le,hope i dont get injured again. haha BAD NEWS!! Omg SHEEP lgg camp 2moro=( so sadd..Il miss "IT" ;D SHEEP MUST HURRY COME BACK!! Then can tok on the fone and sing xD Dont forget what you owe me!!!=) TAKECARE! Il miss you too.LOL. EEE, im getting too mushy with an 'animal'. Sian, june hols liao,but got so many pt-.- GOANDDIE LA PT. Then have to go back school do RE-.- WTHHHHHHH!!! and we r having class outing which i doubt many ppl will turn up-.- walao, i spammed -.- la xD. eh i dam pro rite, i think this is my longest post so far lo. AND 2moro is founder's day! AND IM NOT GOING!!!!! xD anyway,RI rocks!(err) Eh all p6s guys looking at this blog, you all MUST come RI cos RI rocks. AND you knw y RI rocks? Cos im in RI :P jkjk Trust me people.when u cme to RI you will love it until you cnt love it anymore=) okok,enuff of lame stuff. I dun wan bcme like Zhiyuan=) YES, 2moro got Aspen too. WHOO! OUR TOPIC NOW IS SOOO INTERESTING=) I can take over and teach oso.lol. ok this is getting lame. Bye xD

Quote: Sometimes,the person you think that will not hurt you is the cause of the problems.

So don't try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.
You can tell me that there's nobody else
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know, Your love is just a lie
It's nothing but a lie
You're nothing but a lie

2008-05-22T20:06:00.002+08:00

Yo, school was fun 2dae but dun wanna tok abt it. Anyway thanks SHEEP for pei-ing me these few days. Thanks. Nth to tok abt le. Bye. Lyrics below is a song called What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts. nice song

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that "loving you"
Is what I was tryin’ to do

2008-05-21T19:23:00.002+08:00

Im going to let all my thoughts out in this post. I dunno what are you thinking but seriously, you keep saying you care and you need me blah blah blah. Is it so? Or is it an act? Cause seriously,you make me feel that you dont need me. Thats how i feel now. No offence to you but this is how i feel. If you are putting on an act,stop. Im sorry. Im not angry or anything. I just wanna knw the TRUTH. Bye.

Please dont worry bout me im fine
Only gonna play the fool one time
Trust me when I say
That i'll be ok
Go on girl
Go on girl
Go on girl
I cant get it back, but
I dont want it back

2008-05-11T23:19:00.002+08:00

Im sorry too. sorry fr being selfish. i neglected ur feelings. i jus wanted you to be happy. im sorry. I love you forevr. i promise. im so sorry.

2008-05-11T20:40:00.003+08:00

Now, i finally understand y im here. i was here to screw ppl lifes up. dammit. why do i always get fucked up at the bloody wrong time. F it man. To sisxz, im really sorry for what i have caused you. i did nth but add on to ur troubles. i seriously suck. i suck BIG TIME. bloody hell. i ill hv to do wad i am supposed to do. Sorry. This is the last time. i swear, i promise, i make this oath.GOODBYE

Im gonna do it right, you got me trippin' this is the LAST TIME.

2008-05-10T17:25:00.002+08:00

Finally man, Exams are so freaking over. yeah. but i dun feel happy, cos i swear at my sisxz. hey,im so sorry k? i really didnt mean it. I was so darn stressed. sorry. il nv swear at you again. I promise. I feel so bad. Why is she always the one tt gets screwed by me.darn it. im sorry. yeah,then had to go take out wires 2dae. The bloody anesthesia didnt work fully-.- it was supposed to numb it full. Then the doctor poke the knife in and the pain i tell you,its one hit KO man.then he dig my skin and the wires out,aft tt he pull the wire out-.- i felt evrything ok. Moral of the story..i dunno la.think of a moral then i update xD. wadevr la, gg to chiong zuan ti zuo ye now. I AM SOOO EXCITED-.-. bye

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

2008-05-03T21:04:00.002+08:00

2dae i shall blog abt getting scammed my Weeqin=D She asked us to buy tickets for EDS without telling us there is a night show=.= then aft the show she pangseh us for a free dinner xD BUT she made us nt so angst by calling jiajian xD As usual he was hyper and ka-chiauing weeqin. Tts the thing we hv in common xD anyway weeqin dance quite well i have to say. Yeah,anyway hope weeqin and jiajian cn cme to J8 nxt fri then we'll have a hell lot of fun man!! WHOO!! xD yeah, im bored gtg bye!

Stop acting like you care

2008-04-29T20:06:00.003+08:00

Im going to leave you. Im sorry. I dun wan you to get hurt anymore. It will hurt, but only for a short time. In time to cme, you will forget me. Trust me. Goodbye.

She said baby can you please just stay
It ain’t too late to work this thing out
I said girl this ain’t easy for me
At least the truth is coming out
She said why can’t we make up like the last time
I’m just afraid to hear you say go
I said baby I’m sorry
I think its time we let go

2008-04-16T21:28:00.004+08:00

My blog is gg to be reveived again xD I nv blog for so long cos 1. No mood 2. broke my wrist so lazy=)
ok nw my wrist is better so i blog. bt i lazy to say wad happen in ora so jus go refer to other ppl hu went=) ohya the stitches are them sick il upload the pics when im free. the wires inside are like protruding=) IM LOVIN IT xD FUNN. AND my surgeon was an ex-RI boy BUT he didnt give me discount=.= hmph! Anyway i dun think il emo so much le, nt much point. and to sisxz: thks for evrything, all that you have done for me=) ure the best! I love you sisxz as a sis.lol. to _____ I reallyy love you. i dun noe if you will do the same but i jus wan you to knw tt il nv give up, il hang on to this small glimmer of hope. I love you frm the bottom of my heart. Im serious. I sincerely hope that you will give me a chance to be with you. Il nv let you dwn. I promise=) <3

When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes.
How long will I be waiting, To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you, In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

2008-04-06T17:32:00.002+08:00

I thought i wasnt emo liao.actually i still am.To the person i love(you knw who you are):I really love you.You made stand up and be myself again.But ever since i confessed.You always dao me.whyy? You said wont aaffect our realtionship. THen? I cnt take it Alrd. Jus slit my other wrist. PLs jus reply. I LOVE YOU<3

2008-04-04T20:04:00.002+08:00

My troubles just keeps adding on. I cnt take it. If i dun do well in maths the next CCT, my parents gonna transfer me outta RI man. I seriously dunno y i cnt do well. I gt mug la.F*** IT la. If i kana transferred out i seriously think il go suicide man. I dun wanna leave RI.RI rocks ok. Il just have to mug harder man. Nth to tok abt. Stil emo. SCREW OFF!

2008-04-03T22:13:00.003+08:00

I dun think il be happy wif life again. Evrything is just screwing up. I dun understand my feelings. i dun understand myself. Il nv be the same Marcus you people knw evr again. Im gg to lose my smile and evrything. I knw meiyi ur trying hard to advise me bt im sorry , i cnt help it. Sorry to all my good frens.I personally think tt i will die young, maybe even during secondary school. I dun knw depends hw much longer i can hold out.i feel so..dunno hw to say. Just have no zeal for life...I seriously dunno.Bye

2008-03-28T19:14:00.002+08:00

Yo. I will not emo anymore too! Il be strong.Thks those hu tried to cheer me up(ruiyi n wenyuan) Thks guys! AND 2DAE ROCKS BALLS OFF MAN! first i gt 4.0gpa for history where i tot i would fail.WHOO! and then went to j8(RI's TURF) wif ruiyi weeqin jieyu n jiajian.LOL They are dam funny la.Esp jiajian! FREAKING HYPER LA! AND DAM GAO XIAO! HE KEPT BULLYING WEEQIN ANd JIEYU.haha. Later we saw *ahem* at kfc(weeqin and ruyi shhhh!) 2dae j8 lotsa peeps cos gt combined school sports day at bishan stadium.haha. Then evening met LILI and her frens at the food court and we played zhong xin mi ma. Walao i kana 3 times la! Then the last part had to drink one full cup of bandung+limejuice+milo+pepper+corn+GArlic chilli sauce.DAM SICK! Now no apptite liao lor.uber sick. Freaking fun man. anyway 2moro st.nicks carn! YEAH! lol kk i gtg liao byes.

If i should die beforeI wake
Its causeyou took my breathaway
losing you is like living in a world
with no air

2008-03-27T14:50:00.002+08:00

I knw i hvn blogged in a long time,bt my life is seriously screwed up nw.I fail 3 subjects, got dumped,etc. Hai. I like this girl whom i met not long ago,but she is deeply(i think) in love with another guy. I know that i most probably hv no chance to win her heart however i keep holding on, hinking that i may hv a glimmer of hope or chance. I think its just a wishful thinking on my part. Screwed up man. i cant take it le. Sometimes i ask myself why my parents want to bring me into this world. Its nt that they dont take good care of me,just that y i hv so many problems. I seriously dunno why. Im still thinking whether i should confess to her. I feel so emo nw. So screwed up. i just listened to this song and then i cried.I couldnt take it anymore and i just cried. I hvned cried in like since p4.And i just broke down.Hai. Actually i dont need her to like me,if she would just sms me i would be contented enough.Honestly. I know i was fickle-minded in girls bt somehow i feel that she the one. I dunno la. I got 3 words to describe myself nw-Screwed up freak. I LOVE YOU!

these are part of the lyrics.the song is called Anyone Of Us by Gareth Gates

It can happen to..Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fallAnyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break’cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can failSay you will believe me
I can’t take my heart will break’cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

2008-03-14T20:01:00.002+08:00

Seriously,i didnt want to blog bt after seeing ruiyi get emo again im gg to blog.RUIYI like i said it is freaking not worth it to get so emo after getting rejected.AND your future is not bleak,u can freaking play a guitar so well,can play bball studies so good.If you say ur future is bleak wad abt mine?im nt musically talented,studies nt good,bad personality.u see? Getting reejected is at least better than finding out someone was toying wif u rite?AND 'now is the time to make frens' quoted frm you noe hu.SO stop being emo ok.if nt im seriously gonna call mas selamat to crash a plane in ur hse=)jkjk.Hmm,il jus make u go vegetarian for the rest of ur life?Hw would u like that.i know to you it sucks so stop emo-ing.seriously.Everyone has the same life,its just hw u make it a fruitful and meaningful one.Think abt it.Jus stop thinking abt relationships frm nw.she is still ur good fren wad?rite?so stop emo-ing.SERIOUSLY(if nt i spam u wif the BEAR).

i think its time we let go

2008-03-07T18:58:00.003+08:00

YO!!! BACK FRM MALAYSIA MONTAGE!!! IT ROCKS! WHOO! xD seriously its great. My cluster rocks la! Got horny yet funny ppl=) Although we are the last cluster, we are the 1st in evrything!! Yeah. MM ROCKS LA! Food was ok bt the 1st resort not nice.Had a whole loads of beetles.as big as ruiyi.jkjk bt its big la. and i jus found out ruiyi's chinese tcher calls him a bear cos he look like one. i love my grp man.seriously. The finale was awesome! we got second losing abit to the 1st. we did abt fallacies.dam funny. My favorite thing is Deerland haha..deer dam cute. AND there were 2 horny monkeys tat did an R21 demo=) i gt the video bt i shant post it due to the underage ppl.haha and 2nd resort pwns ass man! The beach is simply beautiful.I gt pics bt i lazy to post.and our CLE tcher played taiti with us at night! Muahahaha! this post is dedicated to cluster 11. thks for making MM so memorable. there will be no lyrics. just my cluster cheer=)its simple but meaningful,haha byee

Group 11 WE ARE WHATEVER-EVER WHATEVER-EVER WHATEVER!

2008-02-29T19:24:00.003+08:00

Yo peeps..2dae was awesome man! Pon lesson to go zoo and croak! xD Watch out for the news or newspaper to see us(maybe) lol..then the strait times guy took a pic of me and Ben helping the Woodlands Pri students carry plants LOL..Felicia Chin supposed to cme lo,then she didnt=.= busy lo..AND the nicest thing is we gt to spray our hairs green! nice sia..nxt time i upload and show you all..Btw i took a pic of my Year Head in green hair and green face paint on him! haha..then we help Kai Yang RE grp do survey..the zoo dam nice la..last time i went was P2=) lol..then we saw ah meng grave=( sad man..ah meng died..Kai Yang do 12 survey i only do 6 lo..imba la..cos we went to take [ics of baBOON's butt LOL..aft tt took bus to AMK..45mins sia! them take to bishan then go home..lol..Dam fun man
Anyway il try nt to be emo le..gg to 4get abt evrything..seriously..haha..the lyrics is dedicated to my ex ******

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect
I try not to think About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be My hero?
All the days You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore

2008-02-27T20:59:00.003+08:00

Hey guys i noe i hvn blogged for a very long time due to CCTs and some relationship problems. Very complicating. you wanted more time,fine i gave you time..Then u said ok then nw u said u give up on me.U tink playing game ah? i Think right from the start u were jus toying wif me. and u told me u gave up jus b4 a crucial situation.very good timing lo. Im nt pissed,jus wan to tell you[if u=you are even reading] to think carefully ok..this sucks..i said i wont stead until JC BUT hai..wadeva la.My fault...nth to blog le..dam upset nw..It was a BIG mistake..You seriously broke my heart..ARGH!!!

This is the Potential Breakup Song
Our Album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please tell me
We got alongWe got along
We got along until you did that
Now all I want is just my stuff back
Do you get that?Let me repeat that
I want my stuff back
You can send it in a boxI don't care
Just drop it off
I won't be home!

2008-02-16T17:29:00.003+08:00

I noe i was supposed to post on Valentine's day bt my com graphic card blowed and i didnt have time to blog cos i spent my valentine in Bishan stadium..had heats for 100m sprint...and tis yr valentine sucks man...sucks the shit outta me..nth to blog le..bye

Closed off from love I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen But something happened
For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground
Found something true And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing
You cut me open and
I Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding

2008-02-13T14:58:00.004+08:00

Yo im posting frm the school's computer lab nw! HAHA cos nw gt lesson in for geog bt i slacking=) Enzhao is beside me and he is dam horny=) 2moro is v.day le..wish all those hu hv stead a long lasting relationship and those single good luck(especially RUIYI).Dam sian=.=maybe il be changing my blog's URL soon..lol nth to blog le la..2moro il definitely blog=) sayonara

Could you forgive and learn how to forget?
hear me as i'm calling out your name
Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day, I'll be looking out for you
Tell me that you're lonely too Firefly come leave me now
Follow you into the sun That's the way it ought to be Firefly come back to me.
You and Me we shared a mystery
we were so close like honey to the bee
and if you told me how to make you understand